Tupac’s Sister, Takerra Allen, Shares Stories of Her Brother

Tupac’s sister, Takerra Allen, shares tales of her first and only phone conversation with her half brother Tupac Shakur and the memories she holds dear of her famous sibling…

A day doesn’t go by that Takerra Allen doesn’t think about her deceased brother, Tupac Shakur.

Allen, a budding author and Tupac’s younger half-sister who shares the same father (Billy Garland) as the rap legend, says every day, especially major holiday and family get together, is full of memories of ’Pac. Unfortunately, the New Jersey native never got a chance to meet her famous older half-brother, only holding onto recollections from one short conversation she had with ’Pac when he was incarcerated in Upstate New York in 1995, when she was only a child.

Here, Allen tells XXL about family resemblances to Tupac, how her first impression of him was through the movie Juice and writing her books. - Mark Lelinwalla

XXL: How do you think September 13, the 15th anniversary of Tupac’s passing, will be for your family?

Takerra Allen: It’s always bittersweet. It’s always good when I go on the Internet, radio, Facebook and people are playing his music and they’re talking about him every time his birthday or anniversary comes around. That’s the sweet part, but it’s also a deep thing knowing he’s gone and not coming back and knowing there hasn’t been no real closure to what happened to him. Every year that passes, it hurts my family a little more. We wish there would be some kind of justice, but it’s good to know that people still remember him and love him.

Your dad looks exactly like Tupac. Are there strong resemblances throughout the rest of the family?

My dad has strong genes. Sometimes we have family cookouts and we’re looking at my brother and it’s like seeing him. I flip out sometimes because if Tupac could have been here and seen my whole family, he would have flipped out to see how everyone looks just like him. It’s crazy.

How much is Tupac brought up when the family is together?

Oh, all the time. On our Fourth of July cookout, we played nothing but Tupac music. My dad was telling stories about him. We have a cousin that shares the same birthday (as Tupac), so we celebrate both their birthdays. This past June 16, our uncle passed on that day and it was such a raw, emotional day. It was crazy.

What do the rest of your siblings do?

My brother Landon is in Florida. I believe he works a very regular job with the cable. My brother Malik is an electrician. He’s in Jersey. My brother Billy is in Florida as well. He actually was incarcerated, but got out recently. He went to school to be a dental technician, I believe. My sister N’Neka, she lives in California. She’s my older sister. She actually looks like Tupac a lot and works for ABC, one of the soap operas. My brother Billy, he’s a spitting image (of Tupac) and his personality. Landon is also a spitting image, but you got to give it to Billy because of his mannerisms and everything. It’s crazy sometimes being around him.

So, you were one of how many children on your dad’s side?

My dad has six, so one of six. Three had the same mother and Tupac had his mom and my other brother had his mom. My dad always kept us close. He always made sure that everyone stayed like family and we all grew up knowing each other.

What was the age difference between Tupac and yourself?

In ’96 when he passed, he was 25 and I was 12, so we were 13 years apart.

How did you even first learn that Tupac was your brother?

It was actually when Juice came out back then. They had the advertisement for the movie in the newspaper and my dad came to me and my little brother and said, ‘I have to tell you guys something. This guy right here is your brother.’ He took us to see the movie and he was Bishop, so I was a little scared. Of course I thought he was young and wild and a little intimidating, but even being so young, I remember thinking he stole the show with so much charisma. I remember being glued to him and I don’t know if that’s because I knew he’s my brother. I remember focusing on him and not taking my eyes off him. He was that movie. It was spellbinding to watch him in that. I looked over at my dad and he was crying at the end. I guess it just touched him just seeing what he accomplished and then not seeing him in so long. Now that I’m older, I can watch and see so much talent in that movie, but back then, I was like, ‘He’s crazy!’ I was probably eight or nine years old in that movie.

What a way to be introduced to somebody!

(Laughs) A good thing about my dad is he never hid anything. He sat us down and told us the real deal about everything that happened and losing touch with Tupac and his mother. From my understanding, it took my dad a long time to track Afeni down and he wasn’t able to find him. One day he knew where they were and the next he didn’t. He grew up thinking someone else was his father.

Take me from that point on.

From that point on…forgive me, it’s blurry because I was young. But I remember every day after (watching Juice) we were playing his music. I knew all his songs. I was so touched by “Brenda’s Got a Baby.” I made my dad talk to me about certain things because of Tupac’s music. I remember my father telling me we were going to meet him one day and telling me about when he was younger and taking him to the movies. We watched his videos and interviews. I got in touch with him the same way most of the world did – through his art. I don’t think for me personally that the contact came until my dad started visiting him Upstate New York, when he went to jail. That was ’95 and I was 10 or 11.

How did your contact with him start?

I was in the living room one day and my dad gave me the phone and said, ‘Somebody wants to speak to you.’ I got on the phone with him and I was very shy at first because he was famous and I never spoke to him before. He told me this isn’t the place he wants me to meet him for the first time and that we would have our day to meet. He was just really cool. He was silly and goofy. I told him, ‘Daddy told me you cheated in Monopoly and you can’t dance’ and he said, ‘Yo, I ain’t cheat and I could dance!’ I remember telling him that nobody at school believed me that he was my brother. Tupac told me, “One day you’re not going to care what anybody says to you.” He told me to not believe stuff that I read about him. I think that was our only conversation and we had a couple letters that we shared. I also remember him telling me how he saw pictures of the family and we looked a lot like him and he can’t wait to meet us. I definitely hold onto that conversation.

But unfortunately you never met him?

I was supposed to meet him – I remember my dad told me – that we were all going to meet him Thanksgiving of ’96. We were really excited…and then that happened.

Where were you when the news of Pac’s death hit?

I was living with my mom in New Brunswick, New Jersey and my dad was living in Jersey City. When it happened, my dad went to Vegas. I thought it would be like the first time that he was shot. I thought it would be fine and we’re still going to meet him Thanksgiving. But I remember Friday the 13th and I was watching the Jason marathon and my dad called me. I just knew by his voice what had happened. I couldn’t believe it. That brief conversation and moment I had with him, that was going to be it.

How did you get into writing?

I started my first book when I was 17. It wasn’t meant to be a book. It was more of a personal thing that turned into a book. It’s funny because I recently wrote a couple chapters to a White Man’s World and said to myself that, ‘This song is touching so many people in such a short amount of time,’ and what I’d do is challenge myself to write like that. I challenge myself to get as deep as him.



Lavern Mayberry said...

great story but its contradictory, how did u not meet him but ur dad kept his children close to thr siblings..but anywho I think u missed a treat...I believe he was a deep brother with a message..not that his delivery was always great...but nonetheless he had something to say...

Lavern Mayberry said...

please believe I'm not criticizn his music...he was great...my all time fav rapper...his content was explicit n I had to bleep a lot...lol...but nothing he said with in his lyrics was a lie....

Dougie Michaels said...

Dougie Michaels says i grew up in the same hometown as Billy Garland- Somerville,NJ. it saddens my heart to read all the negative comments people have about him, who is anyone to judge a father and his relationship with his son? Luckily the Lord Jesus has Billy"s family covered and protected by His blood.I am not a religious person and as big a sinner as anyone. It says that The Lord will harden His people to difficulties, and it is through trials.look at what happened to the only sinless person to have ever or will ever exist- full of love and grace and truth. Righteousness is the exception in this world, and evil the norm. I watch the hollywood gossip shows too, so you think you know someone by what is said or written about them, but it is hearsay and not true. I am white and luckily grew up in a rare town where the whites and blacks are together. as we all used to sing, " are we together, oh yeah, in any weather, oh yeah." i thought this was the way it is everywhere.another person that grew up in "the Ville" is someone you may have heard of, Paul Robeson. I mention the facetiously because Paul wasn't recognized because of his supposed commie tendencies. Are you F'n kidding me? I attended the University of Virginia after H.S.from studying hard and having role models like Billy Garland to look up to. I love Michael Jordan, but remember MJ was cut from his HS basketball team, and no offense but the only thing MJ would have seen would be the bazooka on the bottom of Billy Garland's sneaks.so people fear black guys with black berets? nothing much changed when the white people held the axes. everyone loves the riffs in the movie the warriors, right? guess who was the real deal? he stood up for his people. Billy was and is the real deal. personally i was lost in alcohol and other things for a while. if anyone has not lived it-try not to judge if you have never heard a jail or pysch instition slam on you. if any of you knew him, you would know what a sensitive, kind, giving, & talented person he was and is, & a superior athlete bar none. some people in this country actually believe in freedom, but when you stand up you will be struck down. i am white, five yrs younger than Billy. He could have played in the NBA right after high school-no b.s. my neighborhood friends were 8-12 yrs old and we would sneak into high school practices just to watch him play. Coach Zedalis loved us and we made a deal with him that if we shut-up we could watch HS B-ball practice. we were like the little rascals and got the hook at least once a week. we were punk kids and like all the rest of the team Billy could have ignored us, but he ALWAYS walked over to us, said," Hi you guys, nice to see you again, and thanks for coming." let me tell you he had fans for life and we definitely thought we were hot shit being able to watch him practice.He would calmly walk to underneath the basket and with his back turned, he floated up and then would dunk- even chocolate thunder would have been awed by the sound.excuse the rambling but it actually hurts my heart to have someone trashed. Billy has the look of a king( no bs)- just a regal look- His family looks like a royal family- no kidding. The important thing for billy and his son were they were together before his untimely death.the family was planning to all meet that thanksgiving-one day very soon, in a twinking of an eye,they will have that blessed reunion in peace and joy. the uncanny resemblance to each other is amazing. this msg is not meant to do anything but shed a little light on the real Billy. also, if you do not know his "brother " name f-off. i have a t-shirt made with the words BILLY GARLAND FAN CLUB. may the Lord Jesus bless and kept his family healthy until we are one day all together with the forever family. dougie michaels ,class of 1972, somerville hs (NJ)

Anonymous said...

All the time you took to bashing people whom you say bashing Mr. Garland only to do the same things your complained of Bashing. God bless you.

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